I will lose them soon but they will never get lost

[I will lose them soon but they will never get lost]

I will lose them soon
but they will never get lost
neither nor disappear

they have been,
and always will be there,
– most of our feelings.

on a bizarre chance, I might find them lining up in order,
as the clothes in a wardrobe.
vivid and clear,
as if I have just experienced them.

so unexpected and in a twinkling,
that it becomes a dream you don’t remember
– most of our feelings.

but a subtle and warm feeling come through me,
just whenever I think about you.
that I have never lost, despite however long it has been
since the last time it was explicitly shown
in this physical world
– the feeling that I know I will never lose

thank you.