a bigger me, a me that is always becoming

[a bigger me, a me that is always becoming]

when growing out of myself
sometimes even just a little bit
the extension of the territory
of mind, heart.

I, then, fail to feel
or understand how I once was smaller
weaker,
timider,
unable to find the courage of my own
and how dependent I had been
waiting to be rescued.
instead of reaching for what touches my heart.

a nuance inch-grow seems to
cast a chemical effect to the whole.

 

[更大的我]

當我長出了自己:
伸展而翻越舊時領土
超過了一點點
心智的邊界
超過了一點點
心的界線

僅僅是一點點
卻再也穿不上
舊的觀點
小時的脆弱,和
以前的膽怯 —— 一個等著被拯救
拒絕移動的自己

僅僅是一點點
那麼小的一點點

僅僅是一點點
卻又是那麼大的一點點

 

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